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June 3rd, 2005
12:30 am - A poem
I wrote this for chelseas english class but im just posting it cause i really like it
The Desert must be lonely
No one likes to stroll through him as if he was an exotic garden
A Garden who bloomed the finest, fragrant flowers
The Desert must grow jealous of the gardens
He competes and forces up cacti with sharp thorns
Although they too flower, no one stops to smell them
The Desert must be lonely
No one stops to drink from him as if he was a shimmering spring
A Spring who’s waters flow right into the rivers and oceans
The Desert must grow jealous of the springs
He competes and creates tiny streams under his monstrous belly of sand
Although they too flow, no one digs for them
The Desert must be lonely
No one stops and builds their homes as if he was solid ground
Grounds who were sturdy and did not bend and give way to wind
The Desert is tired of competing and kicks up storms of dust and earth
He heaves his belly of sand into the faces of travelers and tourists
He drives everyone away
He remains lonely with his underwater springs and prickly cacti
Current Music: The Starting Line
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June 2nd, 2005
01:23 pm - Those things you said, Im rehearsing them
has anyone heard the new saosin song?
its good
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May 30th, 2005
03:23 pm - To destroy you would be no great loss
ashley,
youre just another stupid scene girl to me now
you will always be bad news
anyways...
its summer now
hells yeah
Current Music: Shai Hulud
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May 8th, 2005
10:01 pm - So Whats New
So lately alot of things have been happenin. First im gunna miss the shit outta BEN. Hes the fuckin truest kid in Santa Zruz and fuck fake people who try and turn people on him....one person in paticular. We all went to the Bury Your Dead show last night. That was fun cause i got to see If Hope Dies and The Red Chord. After that Me, Rusty, Joell, Sarah and Karlyn all went to a little get together and fuckin rusty me and joell just shot the shit and laughed our asses off. I love those boys. Today was mothers day and I was glad my mom was havin alot of fun. We went to brunch but I could only eat fruit. After that i went to chelseas house and I helped make dinner. I love that girl so much that it catches me off guard sometimes. We were lookin at all her baby pictures and it just remined me of how Im very lucky to have her in my life. She keeps me goin. I also took the SAT's so that load is off my shoulders....now just the haul to summer...the new Fall Out Boy is amazing
ok
peace
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_boy/happy.gif) calm
Current Music: Fall Out Boy
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May 3rd, 2005
11:30 am
i think im gunna delete myspace
it was fun but im over all the drama and shit
peace
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April 30th, 2005
12:07 pm - Lets toast the night away to friends and forget about tomorrow
New Found Glory put on the best show of the year, hands down. This show will be hard to beat
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_boy/sleepy.gif) tired
Current Music: I dunno
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April 3rd, 2005
04:16 pm - Sigh
I miss Chelsea :-(
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_boy/sad.gif) I miss her
Current Music: Atmosphere
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March 30th, 2005
07:24 am - You changed into something I wasnt ready for
Why are things so fucked up? We are friends and we shouldnt do this shit to eachother. I learned my lesson the hard way, and i guess so did you two.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_boy/confused.gif) confused
Current Music: Casey Jones
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March 13th, 2005
10:31 pm - IM BACK
i was in tahoe with my lovely girlfriend chels but now I'm back. I miss everyone so lets hang out
werd
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Millencolin
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February 28th, 2005
11:13 pm - The Fight
I know alot of you have heard about the fight that happend at the teen center. I cant remember alot so I'll keep this short. Those who know me well, know that I have strong feelings towards the things I put my heart into. I will never stand for anyone who will disrespect the loss of loved ones and cause those who love them to feel pain ... When I entered that fight, my heart was with all those who felt loss when those friends lost their lives in that car crash. For someone to deface their memory like that still fills me with rage. I dont care how small I am or how big they are. I would fight thousand times over.
It wasnt a Straight Edge thing
It wasnt a Hardcore vs. Punk thing
It was us not letting people disrespect those who so many loved
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_boy/okay.gif) blah
Current Music: Comeback Kid
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February 26th, 2005
02:20 pm - Dead
everyone go to the show tonight to see james play as the 418 project at 6:30 because its pretty much gunna be his last night on earth
*see previous LJ update
Current Mood: preparing to end james
Current Music: Maroon
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February 25th, 2005
February 13th, 2005
08:08 pm - I won't forget these things I see
No more cries of the innocent vicitms
No more devistation
End it
End it now
Support Animal Liberation
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_boy/angry.gif) angry
Current Music: Maroon - At The Gates of Demise
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January 29th, 2005
01:55 am - Saucy Tale
come inside
( Read more... )
Current Mood: smiling
Current Music: None (bens asleep)
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January 25th, 2005
11:50 am - Last Meal
im bored so what would everyones last meal be? you can go into detail if you want
Mine would be 2 Mega Burgers from Dharmas a burrito with white rice and black beans + guac from planet fresh and a basket of skinny fries from saturn. Id wanna go out obese style
what would yours be?
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January 23rd, 2005
10:37 pm - There is nothing pure in this world.
I notice more and more how many things have changed on earth. When places were undiscovered and there werent any people to ruin things and put a gas station on every corner. I am constantly being exposed to history and seeing the greed and destruction that we as humans plauge the world with. I cant help but think of the matrix when agent smith says humans shouldnt be classified as mammals but virus'. Id really have to agree with him on that. Humans (including myself of course) suck up all the natural resources and move to the next place so we can rape the previous inhabitants (natives and animals) and take them for all they are worth. At this point, i am not proud to be a human. I would prefer to be human rather than another animal but i am not proud to be grouped next to those who rape, murder and destory everything that they find. No other species totally destroys other species. No other species totally destroy its environment. So called "lesser creatures" understand that in order to survive, there is an order that they must follow. Our sense of being "natural" has gone out the window. There is nothing natural about slaughter houses or reality tv or modern civilization in general. Chris rock made the funny (yet true) point that americans are the only people that hunt on a full stomach. We have lost our sense of need and replaced it with our sense of want. There is a large sense of love and true humanity on an individual basis. On a larger scale however, there is no such thing as love and humanity. We are a large monster that roams this earth in search of food and drink. I love my friends and family but i could never love a species that ensalves and kills.
basically...
KILL EVERYONE
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Purified in Blood - Manifest Destiny
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January 19th, 2005
11:29 pm - Waking The Fallen
It almost seemed too perfect... a stary night, cold winds drawing us closer and a silent beach... i seriousely have nothing else to say...
Current Mood: her
Current Music: her
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January 16th, 2005
11:14 pm - Damnit
So i stay up all night and i fall asleep at 2:30 and wake back up at 7 and the show started at 5. I missed Set Your Goals!!! I got to see Animosity though so the night wasnt a total waste.
Peeaaacceee
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Jay Z - The Black Album
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January 10th, 2005
10:47 pm - seriously. Laugh Out Loud
i was pretty much on the floor crying when brian was taking this picture
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Terror - Not This Time
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January 9th, 2005
07:36 pm - If every living soul could be upright and strong
Last night went to the gather/moria/at risk show. good mix but brian and I were there for a good 6 hours. I've been eating alot of like stoner food. This morning i took 2 waffles and covered them both with peanut butter and syrup and made a sandwich. Im pretty sure im gunna make another one for dinner. Ive met alot of cool new people which is nice. I love all of my friends. Whether i see them on the dance floor or at random times, it always makes me happy to see all the people i can connect with. I also got my New Found Glory tickets for april 29th which will probably be the best show to come to sc all year. ALSO, alot of people like to talk shit over the internet these days. I dont know what that is all about but it should stop. If youre not gunna say anything to someones face in real life, then dont hide behind your computer screen to say it.
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Casey Jones - Dead Kid? Try A Nice Memorial Tattoo
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